Posted by Anonymous on 2020/03/01 under Love you're the only person i think i'll love in my short existence
i don't want to meet anyone else
the simple fact that i could experience such intense love obliterated any possible future experience i could have
i can't meet anyone else
you're something else
i'm not
Are you with this person?
If not, I sure hope you get to be.
I wanted this to be you. I had to tell my self repetitively that this was all just in my head. It’s just a coincidence, right. It’s most likely someone else because they were really f***ing with me. I lost a lot of thought over this s***. Someone made me feel like at times I was losing my mind. Even up to being in my real life. I don’t know what kind of person would no that. I guess one that really never cared or cares. That’s okay, I got the message a long time ago. I just don’t understand, was I picking up on mixed signals or was it just all in my head. Maybe someone unknown was f***ing with me. If it was you I really do wish you all the best and I only want that for you. Like when I would first write and at times sound caring. The other times I was being messed with and I was being defensive. Or at least I think I was being f***ed with mentally or I’m just mental. Either way it doesn’t matter. I don’t even feel comfortable talking about you anymore.